"No, I don't-" he breathes out slowly as he tries to figure out how to say what he means. "I think what I need to figure out is what's fair for me, you know?"
His lips quirk to either side.
"I know it doesn't make sense to try and make myself something I'm not. But there's lines people decide they won't cross. And... I think it's pretty important to figure those out too."
He glances at the menu and considers whether he wants to call the waitress over before frowning and looking back.
"Sorry if I'm kind of talking out loud. I've just never had anyone to talk to about this. Not this frankly, anyway."
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"No, I don't-" he breathes out slowly as he tries to figure out how to say what he means. "I think what I need to figure out is what's fair for me, you know?"
His lips quirk to either side.
"I know it doesn't make sense to try and make myself something I'm not. But there's lines people decide they won't cross. And... I think it's pretty important to figure those out too."
He glances at the menu and considers whether he wants to call the waitress over before frowning and looking back.
"Sorry if I'm kind of talking out loud. I've just never had anyone to talk to about this. Not this frankly, anyway."